Happy birthday my loves 💕 I know  you all now have all the things you want and needs but we all know that love and support are much important than those things you have. So Im always here to support you whenever you need it and Im always here to love you even though you don’t know me. Love? Yes. I love you not as an idol, I love you because you are Jiyong 💕  I can’t explain why i love you more than being as my idol. Everything just happen, so quickly. I want you to thank you for motivating me to do be successful like you, thank you for inspiring me, thank you for having you in our life. 💕 God knows how much happy I am because he gave you to us. I thank God for giving you in this kind of world. Kwon Jiyong is different from GD. I don’t love you because you are GD. We love you as Kwon Jiyong 💕 Im always be you forever VIP 👑💕 vip loves you so much, we are sending all the love for you. I wish for more happiness, strength, love came to you. You deserve it my loves. Hope to see you soon, babe 💕 We will gonna meet, soon. 


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Usually if we dream we forgot it like a snap of your finger and Some of us forgot its story. But this time I still remember it.

Last night, puro si Jiyong ang laman ng twitter ko. Siyempre UB ko edi ako sobrang saya ko kase nakita ko nanaman yung ngiti niya. Then kaninang umaga, Nanaginip ako. May game, then the price is you can kiss Jiyong and isa na ako sa mga sumali sa game na yun. I don’t know why pero parang ang behave ng tao dun. Walang stage, its just the MC and Jiyong. Wala akong nakitang guard man lang it was so simple. People are just waiting for the winners to announce. So nung i-aannounce na yung mga winner tumabi ako sa MC and MC said “Ang winner ay mula sa Muntinlupa” So ako naman nalumo agad ako. Sumigaw ako “Ano bayan! ayoko na! Nagseselos na ko” Sinabi ko yun nang malakas, nilakasan ko daw para marinig ni Jiyong yun. May lumapit na babae, nung una nag-iinarte siya. Pabebe inshort. So ako nakatingin lang pero naiiyak na ako nun kase masaya na ko dahil nakita ko si Jiyong ng malapitan. Then, biglang ang bagal daw nung mga winners kumilos, napatingin sakin si Jiyong sabi niya sakin “Halika, ikaw nalang kumiss sakin” tas ako nagulat ako pero lumapit ako sa kanya. Kiniss ko siya damang dama ko yung pisngi niya malambot at makinis. Sobrang bilis din ng heartbeat ko nun, tas di ko na alam magkayakap na kami. Sabi ko sa kanya “Pahug ulit” Sabi niya “sige” Niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit. Pagkatapos inilayo ko yung mukha ko sabi ko “pwede bang magpapicture sayo mamaya?” Tas nag-isip siya “Mamaya? ngayon na” Sagot niya sakin pero di siya makatitig sakin, pero tuwing tumitingin siya sakin ngumingit siya tas iiba ng tingin “Sabi ko ngayon na? as in ngayon na?” tas tumango siya. Inilabas ko yung phone ko tas nagpapicture kasama siya. The end.

Pero sa part ng nagtatanong ako na pwedeng magpapicture sa kanya, dito ko na narerealize na panaginip lang to. Alam ko na panaginip lang to so pinipilit kong wag idilat ang mata ko pero wala after namin magpicture natapos narin yung panaginip ko. Pero hindi ko alam bat nalulungkot ako nung nagising ako. Kase sabi ko sa sarili ko “Panaginip lang pala yun” “Hindi totoo” Dahil sa panaginip na yun, mas lalo akong naiinlove kay Jiyong.

I share this in my blog cause i don’t to forget this dream. 13151918_102882460129387_8380665533642645329_n


“THAT LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE” is a Thailand movie. I’m one of the fans when it comes to a thai movie. Even if its comedy, horror or love related. This movie is a love story. Nam is a girl who loves Shon. Nam is not pretty, she had her eyeglass, dark skin in short she doesn’t how to fix herself, unlike the other sassy girls. She do everything because she want him to notice her. She learns how to dress well, she fixes herself, she study hard and know her talents. Until she became successful but she didn’t know that Shon already notices her. The story message has a big impact on me that I’m always holding it. Use your crush to pursue your dreams. As a fan girl, I change it. “Use your Idol to pursue your dream”. I keep it that in my mind. I face all my responsibilities. Been busy in my first year college, I always complained but I never plan to quit. Soon I will see them, I will attend on their concert. I will have a picture with them. PURSUING MY DREAMS 25%……….


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Blackjack has their own QUEENS. They can slayed us easily. I’m one of their BJ’s and GZB. These past few days APRIL 4 is mom birthday but it is the worst day ever. Minzy left 2ne1 for many reasons that are not really confirmed. I’ve cried for almost 1 week. It is worse than break-ups. I’m totally mean it. “I BELIEVE IN WHAT YOU SEE” I’m holding on that phrase. I don’t believe that Minzy has already left 2ne1. 2ne1 never comment on it. They will have their comeback this 5th day of May. I’m still hoping that they will perform as 4 members. I’m not loosing my hope. I’ve always prayed to God that please not this time. He knows that 2ne1 is one of my inspiration why I keep reaching my dreams. He knows that. every time I watch BigBang and 2ne1 mv’s or variety shows they attended, I always tell to myself “I want to see them personally” , “I study well just to reach my dream” and every time I’m having a hard time with my school works I will tell myself “I can do this, I’m was not doing this just for nothing, I’m doing this for my idols” I want OT4 fourever!