Takot

Lagi ko siyang nakakausap
Masaya ako tuwing nandyan siya
Pero sa bawat araw na nakaka-usap ko sya
Sa bawat ngiti ko
Sa bawat tawa ko
Mayroon laging takot
Pilit man lumayo
Pilit man itigil
Pilit man umiwas
Sa huli lagi parin akong lumilingon sayo
Baka sa bawat ngiti ko lalong mahulog
Baka sa bawat tawa ko lalong mahulog
Baka sa bawat araw na kausap ka lalong mahulog
Sa tuwing lalong pinipigilan ang nararamdaman lalong nahuhulog

Alam kong ako lang nakakaramdam nito
Masaya na ako sa paraang ito
Kahit ako lang ang nagmamahal
Di naman ako naghahangad ng kapalit
Kahit ako lang ang kumakapit
Kahit minsan ako lang yung nasasaktan
Kahit ako lang yung nagseselos
Wala naman akong karapatan

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Pampagising sa taong nananaginip ng gising

Una palang alam ko naman na walang pag-asa. Di ko na kailangan itanong, sinasabi na to ng kilos mo pero pinili ko parin magtanga-tangahan.

“Nakita ko syang online ngayon ah. Bakit di man lang nya ako kinausap?” – Puso 
“Di naman nya obligasyon na kausapin ka tuwing mag-oonline sya” – Isip

“May kinakausap pa pala syang iba bukod sakin” – Puso
“Di lang naman ikaw KAIBIGAN nya” – Isip

“Nag-usap kami ngayon” – Puso
“Nabobored kase sya” – Isip

“Di na nya ako nireplyan” – Puso
“Kase nandyan na yung inaantay nya” – Isip

“Close sila?” – Puso
“Wala ka namang karapatan magselos” – Isip

“Bakit hindi ako?” – Puso
“Kase hindi ikaw sya” – Isip

“Mas kilala ko siya” – Puso
“Hindi ka nya kilala” – Isip

“Hanggang kaibigan lang ba talaga tingin nya sakin?” – Puso
“Hanggang kaibigan lang talaga. Nothing more than that.” – Isip

“Ang sakit pala talaga” – Puso
“Umasa ka eh” – Isip

“Ayoko na” – Puso
“Pahinga ka muna, ako na bahala sayo. Tutulungan kita” – Isip

Masakit man isipin, pero kailangan kong tanggapin dahil yun ang totoo. Sana kung paano ako nafall sa kanya sana ganun din kadaling magmove-on.

 

 

 

 

Am I The One?

“She’s the one.. she’s the one, I say it load
She’s the one.. she’s the one, I say it proud
Ring the bell, ring the bell for the whole crowd.
Ring the bell, ring the bell.
Im telling the world, that I’ve found the girl.
The one I can live for.
The one who deserve.”

I dream to have this kind of moment
Do I deserve to have this kind of perfect moment?
Will I have this kind of special moment?
I have a lot of weaknesses
I feel hopeless
Will you still say it loud?
will you still say it proud?
Can you still say it to the crowd?

I want to feel special
I want to feel perfect
I want to feel that “i’m the one
I want to feel that love
I want to live with that dream
That someone will tell to himself “she’s the one”
That someone will stay with me forever
Can you be that someone?

#2NE1toINFIN8Y

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Happy 8th anniversary to the best girl group I know. It’s a long journey and we shared a lot of memories.  Everything has its own boundaries that must be end but supporting and loving you has no limit because everyone deserve to be love and support. Thank you for inspiring me and motivating me to be a good student and teaching me to be determine to reach my dreams. I don’t regret for supporting you and spending my time with you. 2ne1 member may have their own solo career, always remember that we are here to support you. We are always here until the day that 2ne1 will reunited again as we scream like there’s no tomorrow and cry because of happiness. This will not be the last time I will greet you for 2ne1’s anniversary. 2ne1 always take care of yourself and healthy as we also live happy with ourselves.

His Voice

My favorite music is your voice
whenever I hear it
I close my eyes
open my heart
feel your touch
I see your face
Fall for you, deeper and deeper

Please take my heart with you
it will be the happiest heart
I feel your voice
touching my heart
wanting my heart to be all yours
Take the lead
I will be your queen
you will be my king
hold my heart
don’t let it go

There are million voice in this world
but your voice is my favorite
it’s like drug
im getting addictive
im becoming selfish
I want it to be all mine.
Please be mine. 

Bohol 2k16

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One of the most unforgettable vacation I had this last week of October. Im still young when the First time I went to Bohol, obviously I don’t remember anything, So last October we went to Bohol. We went in different places in Bohol like Bikini Beach, Dumaluan Beach, Alona Beach, Chocolate hills, the man made forest in Bilar Bohol and the Eco-adventure park. My cousin are very approachable and friendly. That’s why the City of Bohol (TAGBILARAN CITY) called the CITY OF FRIENDSHIP. I really miss you, Bohol. Bohol is like a magnet and Im the metal. Trying to pull me back and stay there again. The atmosphere, the surroundings its really different here in Manila. We will be back, soon. Just wait for us.

Akala

Sa pag-ibig may masaya at may malungkot
Akala mo kasi siya na pero hindi pala
Akala mo magiging masaya ang relasyon niyo
pero lahat lang pala ay akala lang
Para siyang babol gam
Sa una lang matamis ang relasyon niyo
pero nang tumatagal nawawala na ang tamis
nung nagsawa na, itinapon ka nalang
Ikaw naman, pilit mong hinahabol
Alam mo para kang namamangka sa kalsada
alam mo naman wala namang mangyayari pero pinipilit mo parin

Bukod sa napapagod kana nagmumukha ka pang tanga


Pagmahal ka, di ka sasaktan
, hindi ka pagsasawaan
At ang pinaka-importante, hindi ka iiwan.
Pero iniwan ka.
Kaya mapapatanong ka nalang sa sarili mo,
“Minahal ba niya talaga ako?”
Kaya ngayon natatakot kana
Takot kanang umibig ulit
Takot kanang masaktan

Kasi may mga taong darating sa buhay mo pero hindi mananatili sa buhay mo

Pero tandaan mo bes, lahat may dahilan

Pag pagod kana, magpahinga ka lang wag kang susuko.

#BIGBANG10

Happy 10th-anniversary BigBang! Thank you for being with us for 10th years and countings, thank you for sharing us an unforgettable moment with you and thank you for sharing your music with us. We witnessed all the hard work you did just to make us happy and we witness how talented you are. lastly, we witnessed how you become successful all over the world and you deserve it. Im really happy that I have you in my life. You motivate me, you inspire in everyway. thank you for having you in our lifes. Always take care of youself and we, VIPs are always here to support you and to love you no matter what happen and whenever. We are always be your VIP’s forever and always.

#Happy29GDay

Happy birthday my loves 💕 I know  you all now have all the things you want and needs but we all know that love and support are much important than those things you have. So Im always here to support you whenever you need it and Im always here to love you even though you don’t know me. Love? Yes. I love you not as an idol, I love you because you are Jiyong 💕  I can’t explain why i love you more than being as my idol. Everything just happen, so quickly. I want you to thank you for motivating me to do be successful like you, thank you for inspiring me, thank you for having you in our life. 💕 God knows how much happy I am because he gave you to us. I thank God for giving you in this kind of world. Kwon Jiyong is different from GD. I don’t love you because you are GD. We love you as Kwon Jiyong 💕 Im always be you forever VIP 👑💕 vip loves you so much, we are sending all the love for you. I wish for more happiness, strength, love came to you. You deserve it my loves. Hope to see you soon, babe 💕 We will gonna meet, soon. 

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Usually if we dream we forgot it like a snap of your finger and Some of us forgot its story. But this time I still remember it.

Last night, puro si Jiyong ang laman ng twitter ko. Siyempre UB ko edi ako sobrang saya ko kase nakita ko nanaman yung ngiti niya. Then kaninang umaga, Nanaginip ako. May game, then the price is you can kiss Jiyong and isa na ako sa mga sumali sa game na yun. I don’t know why pero parang ang behave ng tao dun. Walang stage, its just the MC and Jiyong. Wala akong nakitang guard man lang it was so simple. People are just waiting for the winners to announce. So nung i-aannounce na yung mga winner tumabi ako sa MC and MC said “Ang winner ay mula sa Muntinlupa” So ako naman nalumo agad ako. Sumigaw ako “Ano bayan! ayoko na! Nagseselos na ko” Sinabi ko yun nang malakas, nilakasan ko daw para marinig ni Jiyong yun. May lumapit na babae, nung una nag-iinarte siya. Pabebe inshort. So ako nakatingin lang pero naiiyak na ako nun kase masaya na ko dahil nakita ko si Jiyong ng malapitan. Then, biglang ang bagal daw nung mga winners kumilos, napatingin sakin si Jiyong sabi niya sakin “Halika, ikaw nalang kumiss sakin” tas ako nagulat ako pero lumapit ako sa kanya. Kiniss ko siya damang dama ko yung pisngi niya malambot at makinis. Sobrang bilis din ng heartbeat ko nun, tas di ko na alam magkayakap na kami. Sabi ko sa kanya “Pahug ulit” Sabi niya “sige” Niyakap ko siya ng mahigpit. Pagkatapos inilayo ko yung mukha ko sabi ko “pwede bang magpapicture sayo mamaya?” Tas nag-isip siya “Mamaya? ngayon na” Sagot niya sakin pero di siya makatitig sakin, pero tuwing tumitingin siya sakin ngumingit siya tas iiba ng tingin “Sabi ko ngayon na? as in ngayon na?” tas tumango siya. Inilabas ko yung phone ko tas nagpapicture kasama siya. The end.

Pero sa part ng nagtatanong ako na pwedeng magpapicture sa kanya, dito ko na narerealize na panaginip lang to. Alam ko na panaginip lang to so pinipilit kong wag idilat ang mata ko pero wala after namin magpicture natapos narin yung panaginip ko. Pero hindi ko alam bat nalulungkot ako nung nagising ako. Kase sabi ko sa sarili ko “Panaginip lang pala yun” “Hindi totoo” Dahil sa panaginip na yun, mas lalo akong naiinlove kay Jiyong.

I share this in my blog cause i don’t to forget this dream. 13151918_102882460129387_8380665533642645329_n